tired ah

Went to band last three days.
But the the three of them seem not to understand why we need to go back.
Its not because we have nothing to do, its because the three of them dont know how to play.
Dont know how to play and they still didnt want to go for practices and sectionals.
Even if they were there for practices also like no use because they didnt even know how the play.
Even they didnt know how to play, they also wont ask anybody accept for *her.
And *she side them so so so much.
The three of them only know how to push their parts to other people so that they can be free.
Actually wanted to talk to them but in the end never because we think that even if we talk to them also no use.
And *she always like dont let us talk to them.
When there is a chance to ask them stay back awhile, *she just talk to them and ask them to go home. And when we ask *her why *she let them go she will say why you all need to talk to them? Talk to them about what?
Dont know so scared for what when we only say we want to talk to them.
Aiya, dont let us talk jiu them let us talk lo. Even now *you want us to talk to them, we also dont want already. Its not our problem already. Just see how you all are going to survive on other performances.
Investiture this saturday, actually wanted to perform. But i think now i need to consider again.